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Showing posts with label tragic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tragic. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 12, 2010


Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear Someone I've drifted away from,

You know there's always a reason why i have to go.  If it wasn't because I hate you, then maybe because I don't wanna be hurt by you.

ktnxbye!

~doby

Saturday, September 11, 2010

I HATE YOU DEAN'S SECRETARY!!!!

I HATE YOU TO DEATH!!!! YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I ALMOST BROKE UP WITH MY BEAU AND THE SOLE REASON WHY WE DIDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO CELEBRATE OUR 3RD ANNIVERSARY TODAY!!!!!
FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU!!!!!
and oh...


GHED IM SO ANGRY!!!!

Friday, July 9, 2010

daily letter (day 10)



Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear Ex-friend,

It was summer 2 years ago when we became classmates and eventually became a very good and close friends. You have been so nice and kind to me. You have that captivating face and friendly aura that makes other girls fall for you. We were close for a week that we were almost inseparable. We shared secrets and experiences in love and we even have a secret handshake. And you know what? I think you purposely made every girl in our room fall for you. What a sneaky hidden agenda. I'm just happy that my boyfriend loves me so much that I can't let go of him, I didn't fall for your rubbish scheme.

But tell me, what really happened? I was waiting for you to talk to me first. But there's no more chance anymore. And I'm not hoping to be friends with you again. Thanks for the time before.


angel

Saturday, January 23, 2010

not meant to be :)


photo from here


Yeay to mee!!!

I love it when I found out I'm not really compatible with that beloved (*evil stare*) beer.
For the reason that it is plain bitter, and somewhat expensive, it's not really for me. XD

guess what....







I'm allergic to beer!!! ♥





... and there's no more way that I could drink it...

This is tragic to me, though 'cause I have to bear with these rashes all over my body... FOR A WEEK!!!!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

ship-wreck

ANGST

He left me
Standing stiff and still,
Drenched under the rain
Disguising the tears
Rolling down my cheeks.
My eyes sored,
Red and flaming.
I bit my lip,
Regretting the kiss
He marked on it
Before he made me
Embraced goodbye.
I can do nothing now.
I can't even punch the air.
My fingers are still curled
Into a fist.
I can't move.
I stood here frozen.
Cold. Mad. Blinded.


REGRET
I walked away
After I kissed her.
No turning back
Just to see her cry
Under the rain.
I left her for nothing;
It's a wrong choice
To choose. So wrong.
I can't dare to change
my mind, really.
I am scared.
I'm not brave enough
To say I'm sorry.
I can't even puch the air
But my fingers are in a fist.
I walked on.
I can't look back.
I'm numb. Cold.
Lost and gone.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Primaflora

Giving flowers to someone is the most awkward thing I would ever do, even to my girlfriend. I haven't given her a single petal since the day we were together.
She used to ask me to give her just one long-stemmed red rose that costs less than thirty pesos. Every month she's begging me for it.
Our anniversary is fast approaching and so i want to surprise her with what she's been asking for. I want her to be happy on that day by giving her much of she wanted. I am a pro when it comes to poker, a game played by the thugs. And so I took a bet on one of the best player in a certain casino. I won the game; I won big. But it did not ended well. He was not a man of his words. He bet a big amount of cash and didn't give me what I deserve to get. I threw the first punch when I realize she was at the entrance. I paused for a moment wondering how did she know i was here. Then suddenly he ran towards her and grabbed her threatening her life with his shining small knife. That pimp had his ally knocked me out of my consciousness as I heard her scream for help.
At the moment i returned to my cognizance, the pain was on the edge to hurt me more. An eerie feeling made my spine chill. Her mother was at the bedside, looking pale and doesn't seem want to talk. She silently delivered me to a place with no identification. Perplexed, i really have no idea what was I doing in that creepy place. A man called me up and led me to a chamber. I can feel my knees wobble like gelatin when in saw her there lying flat, cold, and breathless. And the trace of blood blotted the clothe that covered her face.
Today is our supposedly 3rd anniversary. I know it's too long for me to wait to face her. I'm now standing in front of a marble where her name was carved; where she sleeps endlessly; where our dreams and promises were buried. Our memories and reveries are flashing back in my mind. And in my hand, I am holding the first flower that i would give her. I hope she'll like it.

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