happy monthsareee!!! and we're on our 27th!

weee!!!

just happy :)

very HAPPY!

hmm...

i love it!

sweet kisses

fine dining in a cheap fast food

a stroll in the mall

a jeepney ride

this day is typical, yes.

but you made it special!

i love you, mine!

i was thinking of glow in the dark lollipop

this day until saturday, the school holds a christmas bazaar in the gym. we were wandering around the stalls. then i came to a stall where a lady sells a glow-in-the-dark lolli... i've been looking for it since i came across a group of friends savoring the candy-in-a-glowing-stick in their tongue. so it's like i disregarded the price and bought two. i gave one to cawi and saved the other one to Enzo, my nephew. we became friends since i have food... haha!!

enzo enjoying the pop... fascinated with the light!

enzo: ate, enuf!

*sorry for the bad quality of the photos. it was taken with a webcam... i dunno what the bloody hell it happened but it's just blurry...

another tooth extracted

yeah

i just got my tooth extracted after our bidding

it was blood-letting day at the same time.

i could have donated my blood if i only have enough hemoglobin for my body

(but no, i have just enough for me.ALONE.)

so this is the second time i got my tooth extracted for free

cuz the extraction happened in the school clinic :D

it was less painful

and i tolerated the stinging needle injected in my gum for the anesthesia

it was cool!!!

but i don't want this to happen.

cuz by the next time i'll drop by the dentist's clinic,

we will talking about getting braces...

me hopes that we can afford the bracec...

do you remember A1?

A1 (L-R: Paul, Mark, Ben, Christian). The cover of their debut album Here We Come.

last night, my cousin and I had a good sing-along with the old tracks from early Y2K. we were avid fans of A1 before. i filled my cabinet door with their posters and had a good buy of their complete albums. those were in the form of casette tapes back then. just a while ago, i thought of making Cawi listen to one of their song through youtube (i dunno if he even listened to it). it's a good song, though and i pretty hope he likes it, too :)

then, just in time my cousin just arrived from school and asked for more A1 singles. it was very nostalgic since it brings back a lot of memories from my elementary years (when i was still "sip-onon" *laughs* and playful).

well A1 is a British boy band composed by Ben, Mark, Christian, and Paul. they were adorable and the type which girls give a good scream when they see them. they recorded 5 albums and 1 unreleased single (i won't give much details ^^,).


i haven't heard anything from them since i was in 2nd year high school.

i miss A1... i miss the band i used to listen in my old walkman... i even miss my girl-friends who use to love them... *sighs*

nice time

i should have been a cheerleader!

A lot of times that I've been battling with my regret and I'm trying hard to forget it. So many "what if's" and "I should've done this if..." statements are formulating in my head this morning while I was riding the van during our community exposure. Groggy and forced to have this ride, I rested my eyes and reflected with my could-have-been moments in school.

When I entered college, I have a goal of making my name known or at least be read in the publication. I wanted to show off that I have talents, too.This pushed me to join CLARION along with my long-term friend, Pam. Check! Now you can read my name in DDC's CLARION magazine.

My regret started this year. The recent foundation day got me choked up seeing my fellow buddies dancing to the beat while flaunting their dance moves in cheer dance. They are the CHAMPION... and so my thought said, "what if I joined the audition? I'm sure I could pass it." This compunction is one big deal for me in some sense. First, I'm in my last year of my study. Next, I will never, EVER be able to perform in front of students with their yells and cheers with optimism and enthusiasm. Because I am a student nurse, I am busy studying (ahem!) and complying with our requirements.Lastly, this thought is FRUSTRATING!

I regret because I was opposed by Fear. Fear that my lola will be mad because I joined such activity. Fear that my grades will be affected because of this activity. Fear that people (especially my beau) will laugh at me. Fear that I may disappoint the team if we lose.

Frustrating-- because, I am on my mindset that I'm no longer a high school student who needs lots of extra-curriculum activities in order to be an honor student (though i failed to become one on the finals). Because, they said this is a waste of time. Because they are teasing me with my physique, telling me that I can't dance 'cause i can't carry my own body (hey! that was insulting; and i heard this statement from my lola... :( sad)

I don't know, but I think I am mad about this... I felt annoyance to my family and friends (except for those who encouraged me to join... they were outnumbered by the opposition, sorry :c ) who laughed at me when I said I wanted to join the team. It irked me when my beau wasn't willing to support me. I envied that chubbier girl who made it in the squad. In fairness, she dances well. Who knows, I could've danced better.

On the second thought, I sometimes wish I could go back to high school where my passion loves me, too.

I Hate It

it's a dog show (literally)

for the  i-don't-know-what-the-hell-is-going-on reasons, the DDC is holding a dog show in the gym. it's starting to get stinky.

different breeds of doggies are here competing with each other :D

the BIG dogs and the small ones are too cute to resist. i'd rather not mind the stinky smell if i could only rub on their head. and I DID! they're so adorable, irresistable, and awesome cuz, i don't know why, they're just simply amazing.

my favorite one is the siberian husky (they say :)) she's so sweet and friendly. there are also lots of pugs and golden retriever. the labrador is so bossy-looking. and all of them were pampered. they got blowers and stuff. whew!

all i can say is "GOOD DOG!" ☺

sweetness

1/2

you are my better half

half of me settles on the hilltop

while i'm here in the downtown

the whole of me is stargazing

half of me smiles, half of me frowns

i'm holding his right hand

that writes the song of my heart

i'm holding her left hand

where she wears the ring i gave her

i kissed my other half goodbye

as she stays to whisper I LOVE YOU

and half of me drove away

while half of me began to cry

i'm falling for my other half

and half of me can't live without him

our hearts are for keeps

i am you, and you are me

i am the two of us

thus we are one in it

we're no twins but of fate

every half of me makes me complete