daily letter (day 5)

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear Dreams,

You sometimes scare me at night making me wish I don't wanna go back to sleep again. But then I need you to free myself from fears I imagined in the real world. There are times that you make me hungry making me wish you are for real. And there are times that you make me "kilig" especially when Hollywood celebrities visit me and my Cawi snuggle me making me wish I could sleep forever with a dream like that. 

But my dear dream, you know how much I wanted to become my dream role in society. I know this sounds silly, but I really wanted to become a CELEBRITY! I wanna hang-out with the public figures, getting sponsors from and/

or become one of the model of 

 famous clothing lines, receive projects and getting paid for my talent, endorse products, being taken care of the prominent stylists and dermatologists. And then, I can help, not only to my family, but also to those poverty-stricken people.

I know this sounds too much. But there's no harm in dreaming, right? It's just a dream. But there is still a 50-50 chance that this might come true. Yes, it does. Because Cawi was once a dream before we met. He came into reality and I love him and still loving him because he's for real.

Oh well, I guess I'll just have to keep on dreaming.

Goodnight,

Angel

do you remember A1?

A1 (L-R: Paul, Mark, Ben, Christian). The cover of their debut album Here We Come.

last night, my cousin and I had a good sing-along with the old tracks from early Y2K. we were avid fans of A1 before. i filled my cabinet door with their posters and had a good buy of their complete albums. those were in the form of casette tapes back then. just a while ago, i thought of making Cawi listen to one of their song through youtube (i dunno if he even listened to it). it's a good song, though and i pretty hope he likes it, too :)

then, just in time my cousin just arrived from school and asked for more A1 singles. it was very nostalgic since it brings back a lot of memories from my elementary years (when i was still "sip-onon" *laughs* and playful).

well A1 is a British boy band composed by Ben, Mark, Christian, and Paul. they were adorable and the type which girls give a good scream when they see them. they recorded 5 albums and 1 unreleased single (i won't give much details ^^,).


i haven't heard anything from them since i was in 2nd year high school.

i miss A1... i miss the band i used to listen in my old walkman... i even miss my girl-friends who use to love them... *sighs*

hooking up with hana yori dango

hana yori dango really means boys before flowers

i'm done reading the online manga "Hana Yori Dango" by Yoko Kamio (all good praises for this genius mangaka).

this is the sole reason why i haven't been updating my facebook, friendster, and my online diary--blog. i was facing this peecee for almost a week just reading the manga. but of course, i paid respect for the holy week so the pc was grounded for two days (and i'm so itching to turn it on during those days).

well it all started when i happen to read somebody's blog talking about "boys over flower" so i got curious and searched the manga then i just found myself sticking my eyeballs on the monitor.

well, i fell in love with the story, the characters (especially Doumyoji Tsukasa, leader of F4) and Japan (i wanna go there after dropping by HongKong and Macau 5 years from now).

who would expect a poor girl to study in such a high previleged school. well, makino tsukushi would survive in all the descriminations and hardships she may experience in that school. on the panel where tsukushi was started to be bullied, i glued myself in this seat. i got "kilig" when tsukasa realized he liked tsukushi and on the panels where they were about to kiss or just kissed. and love triangle are so typical but it is effective when it got in the way between these two lovers. there is hanazawa rui who thought to be in love with shizuka and eventually developed his feelings to makino tsukushi. kazuya also had his hidden desire to tsukushi. kin-san, the son of a politician liked makino, too. same goes to tsukasa's look-a-like (forgot his name, though). tsukushi really got an attitude that is unusual to these spoiled brats that made them like her. akira and sojirou were not serious with girls and good thing that did not fall for tsukushi, but they like her for a friend.
the girls in this story contributes a lot in tsukushi's life. yuuki, her bestfriend fell in love with a wrong guy and with sojirou. sakurako, the girl who was once in love with tsukasa when they were still in kinder and has became tsukushi's rival (but tsukushi did not took it seriously). shigeru, the girl who suddenly fell in love with tsukasa after being forced to be engaged with him. she evenually realized that they're not really for each other and helped tsukushi all along. those three mean girls in who were in the class with tsukushi, they didn't really helped her. tsubaki, tsukasa's sister, she's awesome. she beats tsukasa in front of the visitor's. she likes tsukushi for tsukasa and tried to protect her from their evil mum. kaede, tsukasa and tsubaki's evil mom (one of the villain ^^,). tama-san, the old maid who worked in the doumyoji household for 60 years and helped tsukushi in the ways she can.
tsukushi's family is great in some ways but most of the time, ANNOYING! papa and mama insisted her to study in eitoku no matter what. susume, tsukushi's lil annoying brother doesn't really annoyed me. he can be a passerby but tsukushi needs someone to help her add more problemin their house--- that is his role.

Tsukasa

i got head-over-heels on this phenomenal manga. i remembered my high school days when i'm helluvah gaga with its taiwanese version "Meteor Garden" (i even had a boyfriend who looked like Jerry Yan, the one who portrayed Dao Ming Si). it's not that i became so mean he's been a fad before... hahaha!---mean... (soooo nostalgic... high school days). well, i missed watching hana yori dango in gma cuz i'm Kapamilya. well, korean version would hit and smash the tv with "boys over flowers" and if only i could sacrifice my education for this, i would definitely do it (that's soo shallow). but i have great hopes that i would finish this series from start to end without missing an episode that is if there's no conflict on my schedules.

i took all the blame and scoldings when my cousins weren't able to put their hands on this pc because of me (tumaas rin singil ng davao light samin dahil dito). i monopolized it. i owned it for few days. i slept late and woke up late. i ate just 2-5 spoonful of my meals. i did not watch TV. i ignored the radio. i ignored facebook, friendster, and my blog. i barely text. my butt hurts from sitting 14 hours a day (of course i took a bath). however, i enjoyed my time reading this precious crap i was even copying/ writing some japanese characters... I HAD FUUUUNNN!!!

but i tell you, reading it first is always the best thing to do before watching it playing on screen.

slumdog hang-over

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE

This film just got me going gaga after watching it. I just can't get enough so I repeated it 10x since last week. Well, no wonder how those scratches got on that DVD (sorry jofer... -.-).

It won Best Picture in Academy Awards and other awards: best directing, music (song), music (score), film editing, sound mixing, cinematography, and writing (adapted screenplay).

It is about the struggle of an innocent and witty teenage player, Jammal (Dev Patel) who was accused of cheating in a popular game show. Just a question away to win the jackpot prize, the game was saved by the bell. Perplexed, the host and the investigators wondered how this slumdog had the right answers. You will know how as he started to tell the investigators about his life and how noteworthy were the questions to him.

Love, chances, struggles, determination—Jammal is ready to fight for his name, dignity, and Latika (Freida Pinto), the love he has found and lost.

A snapshot from the scene after Jammal had answered the final question.
And, yeah, they kissed afterwards. ^^,
(watch out for their dance number with the best music, Jai Ho)

Dev Patel. This gorgeous actor (in my opinion) from Bollywood gained recognition and hit the Hollywood with his starring role in the motion picture Slumdog Millionaire.

**drooling over...

...jason wade, the vocalist and lead guitar of Lifehouse. i'm such a fan!!!