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2010!

We already dusted off the cobwebs out of the corner of the cabinets and swept the filthy fallen hair under the tables and beds. Now that 2010 is here, I think it is time to revamp this house and myself as well. How about a list of New Year’s resolution? But I can’t promise you guys that I can keep them all. They’re just my goals this year :)

Let’s start my top ten resolution for this year…

1.    Diet! Diet! Diet! I wanna be slim for yearbook’s sake.
2.    I want my fair white skin back. Still, this is for my yearbook’s sake.
3.    Be thrifty. Being labeled “bilmoko” by my family, I should learn the proper way to handle money. Especially, this is my last term being the Clarion’s managing editor… :( Spend wisely. I am also planning to buy something to treat myself since my birthday is fast approaching XD
4.    Eradicate procrastination. I know this is a bad habit that is almost impossible to break, but I’m really trying hard to avoid this since I’m going to be a nurse soon. It is a no-no to my profession.
5.    Be practical. I should choose things wisely- what to use or buy and what should be avoided. RESIST TEMPTATION!!!
6.    Learn to prioritize. Indeed!
7.    Be fashionable. A lot of trendy clothes can be bought from thrift-stores. There’s no need to spend thousands of cash *though I don’t have any* just to buy a single piece of apparel.
8.    Be more determined. Say yes to DOBY ANGELA T. TORRES, RN! Yeehaw!
9.    Have a stronger bond with family ties and relationship with Cawi. Keep them forever.
10.    Blog more!

What’s your new year’s resolution?

Christmas Eve wishlist!

Merry Christmas to all! This day seem so cold... Not much preparation, gift wrappings and food. To make me feel better, I made my wishlist hoping that Santa would this :)

1. I want my special someone to spend his Christmas with me or with his family. Either way won't make his Christmas cold. I bet he wanted someone to celebrate this season.

2. Turn back time. I want to go back to the time I haven't thought of formatting that camera. Maybe, just maybe, i could've made something more rightful than stupidly press the center button.

3. More food for noche buena. My lola gave P500 to my tita and thought of having KFC bucket meal. I think it's practical and the food is good enough since there are less people in this house. But I was thinking of leche flan and Red Ribbon cakes and vanilla or strawberry ice cream! yum :p

4. Lots of call and text load. I wanna ring up those dear people and greet them MERRY CHRISTMAS one by one.

5. Midnight walk with Cawi. I want to walk with him along the street since there's no fireworks and hopefully less accidents.

6. I want my own digital camera. Yeah, I'm craving to have one. Heard of lookbook.nu? I want to have an account there... *sighs* And i want this one...dual lcd digicam

7. A very good and disciplined diet. I WANNA BE SLENDER!!!!

8. I want a laptop... because... just because :)

9. I want an iPhone. It is portable.

10.DVD marathon. I want a portable DVD player where I can watch movies anytime i want.. Who wants to agree with me?

11. A complete family. I want everybody here this Christmas... Wishing I knew who's my daddy, ya'll! hehe!

12. World peace. Seriously, guys, we need this. Who doesn't? Unless if you're a greedy, war-freak sadomasochist.

13. No more famine. We don't wanna die starving.

14. A clean and Green Earth. We wanna live in this little sphere in the universe a little longer, so don't waste time wasting your garbage, a**holes!

So MERRY, MERRY CHRISTMAS FOLKS!!! HAVE A SAFE AND PEACEFUL CELEBRATION! ♥

new header!

have you seen it?

my header?

it's cute...

really!

macy did it!

thanks to her...

i'll try to make my one next time.

real fairy tale

little letters (for the net's come back)

dear call center,

thanks for responding our call

and giving immediate report regarding our problem.

dear Kuya Boboy and his company,

thanks for fixing the line!

dear facebook,

i Über miss you!

dear blog,

i miss you, too.

dear Cawi,

thanks for letting me invade your pc... i love you...

dear online friends,

I'M BAAAACK!!!

happy monthsareee!!! and we're on our 27th!

weee!!!

just happy :)

very HAPPY!

hmm...

i love it!

sweet kisses

fine dining in a cheap fast food

a stroll in the mall

a jeepney ride

this day is typical, yes.

but you made it special!

i love you, mine!

i was thinking of glow in the dark lollipop

this day until saturday, the school holds a christmas bazaar in the gym. we were wandering around the stalls. then i came to a stall where a lady sells a glow-in-the-dark lolli... i've been looking for it since i came across a group of friends savoring the candy-in-a-glowing-stick in their tongue. so it's like i disregarded the price and bought two. i gave one to cawi and saved the other one to Enzo, my nephew. we became friends since i have food... haha!!

enzo enjoying the pop... fascinated with the light!

enzo: ate, enuf!

*sorry for the bad quality of the photos. it was taken with a webcam... i dunno what the bloody hell it happened but it's just blurry...

another tooth extracted

yeah

i just got my tooth extracted after our bidding

it was blood-letting day at the same time.

i could have donated my blood if i only have enough hemoglobin for my body

(but no, i have just enough for me.ALONE.)

so this is the second time i got my tooth extracted for free

cuz the extraction happened in the school clinic :D

it was less painful

and i tolerated the stinging needle injected in my gum for the anesthesia

it was cool!!!

but i don't want this to happen.

cuz by the next time i'll drop by the dentist's clinic,

we will talking about getting braces...

me hopes that we can afford the bracec...

do you remember A1?

A1 (L-R: Paul, Mark, Ben, Christian). The cover of their debut album Here We Come.

last night, my cousin and I had a good sing-along with the old tracks from early Y2K. we were avid fans of A1 before. i filled my cabinet door with their posters and had a good buy of their complete albums. those were in the form of casette tapes back then. just a while ago, i thought of making Cawi listen to one of their song through youtube (i dunno if he even listened to it). it's a good song, though and i pretty hope he likes it, too :)

then, just in time my cousin just arrived from school and asked for more A1 singles. it was very nostalgic since it brings back a lot of memories from my elementary years (when i was still "sip-onon" *laughs* and playful).

well A1 is a British boy band composed by Ben, Mark, Christian, and Paul. they were adorable and the type which girls give a good scream when they see them. they recorded 5 albums and 1 unreleased single (i won't give much details ^^,).


i haven't heard anything from them since i was in 2nd year high school.

i miss A1... i miss the band i used to listen in my old walkman... i even miss my girl-friends who use to love them... *sighs*

nice time

i should have been a cheerleader!

A lot of times that I've been battling with my regret and I'm trying hard to forget it. So many "what if's" and "I should've done this if..." statements are formulating in my head this morning while I was riding the van during our community exposure. Groggy and forced to have this ride, I rested my eyes and reflected with my could-have-been moments in school.

When I entered college, I have a goal of making my name known or at least be read in the publication. I wanted to show off that I have talents, too.This pushed me to join CLARION along with my long-term friend, Pam. Check! Now you can read my name in DDC's CLARION magazine.

My regret started this year. The recent foundation day got me choked up seeing my fellow buddies dancing to the beat while flaunting their dance moves in cheer dance. They are the CHAMPION... and so my thought said, "what if I joined the audition? I'm sure I could pass it." This compunction is one big deal for me in some sense. First, I'm in my last year of my study. Next, I will never, EVER be able to perform in front of students with their yells and cheers with optimism and enthusiasm. Because I am a student nurse, I am busy studying (ahem!) and complying with our requirements.Lastly, this thought is FRUSTRATING!

I regret because I was opposed by Fear. Fear that my lola will be mad because I joined such activity. Fear that my grades will be affected because of this activity. Fear that people (especially my beau) will laugh at me. Fear that I may disappoint the team if we lose.

Frustrating-- because, I am on my mindset that I'm no longer a high school student who needs lots of extra-curriculum activities in order to be an honor student (though i failed to become one on the finals). Because, they said this is a waste of time. Because they are teasing me with my physique, telling me that I can't dance 'cause i can't carry my own body (hey! that was insulting; and i heard this statement from my lola... :( sad)

I don't know, but I think I am mad about this... I felt annoyance to my family and friends (except for those who encouraged me to join... they were outnumbered by the opposition, sorry :c ) who laughed at me when I said I wanted to join the team. It irked me when my beau wasn't willing to support me. I envied that chubbier girl who made it in the squad. In fairness, she dances well. Who knows, I could've danced better.

On the second thought, I sometimes wish I could go back to high school where my passion loves me, too.

I Hate It

it's a dog show (literally)

for the  i-don't-know-what-the-hell-is-going-on reasons, the DDC is holding a dog show in the gym. it's starting to get stinky.

different breeds of doggies are here competing with each other :D

the BIG dogs and the small ones are too cute to resist. i'd rather not mind the stinky smell if i could only rub on their head. and I DID! they're so adorable, irresistable, and awesome cuz, i don't know why, they're just simply amazing.

my favorite one is the siberian husky (they say :)) she's so sweet and friendly. there are also lots of pugs and golden retriever. the labrador is so bossy-looking. and all of them were pampered. they got blowers and stuff. whew!

all i can say is "GOOD DOG!" ☺

sweetness

1/2

you are my better half

half of me settles on the hilltop

while i'm here in the downtown

the whole of me is stargazing

half of me smiles, half of me frowns

i'm holding his right hand

that writes the song of my heart

i'm holding her left hand

where she wears the ring i gave her

i kissed my other half goodbye

as she stays to whisper I LOVE YOU

and half of me drove away

while half of me began to cry

i'm falling for my other half

and half of me can't live without him

our hearts are for keeps

i am you, and you are me

i am the two of us

thus we are one in it

we're no twins but of fate

every half of me makes me complete

pain, pain, go away

eeew... gross!

last night, i was almost crawling my way to bed when my molar tooth started to love the prostaglandin. i assessed my pain with a pain scale of 7/10. that was pretty ouchie!

and now, RLE time, i don't know if i can still tolerate the pain. well, on the brighter side, i can eat less. that means I"M ON A DIET! weee!

first day HIGH... not!

sooo bored!

it's just like we've been from a long vacation. it's so typical. bored. i feel like i realized my sleep was deprived when i stepped inside the room, seeing same faces with same expression on their faces, ginagaya si Lady Gaga--> poker face..haha lol!

oh well, there's still another day. but honestly, all my first days were exciting before. i guess i'm surprised that i'm not surprised at all this time. tsk!

little letters (before the class begins tomorrow)

some things need to be anticipated
(click colorful crayons for the source)

dear blog,

i miss you... ♥


dear Cawi,

I miss you a lot... swear!


dear EIC,

i will make my tasks tomorrow. and hopefully, i will finish it before the day ends. ☺


dear chito,

as your senior managing editor, i hope i have the impetus to teach you the fundamentals of my job. i guess you already know what to do and how to do it. because i know you have the potential to be in this position... good luck!


dear group 56,

tomorrow might change our group number but still, i will coin our group as the 56th in the school. this is so far the geekiest group i've ever been. i had fun! hope to expect more from us.


dear group 10 & 16 (when i was in 3rd year college)

you were the BEST group i've ever been. sad to say, we can't be together next time. this is the last sem we'll have. best of luck to you guys!


dear ninong (boboy),

thanks for the cellphone! i like it! it would've been best if i could use the internet (wap). i guess i have to wait till i get there (USA) to fully use the features of my phone. but who knows, i will have new phone like iPhone or the like.


dear homewrecker,

YOU ARE SUCH A B*TCH! Go to hell and eat a*s! I can't believe you have the face to show in front of us. (may gana ka pang magmano sa lola ko, 'lang 'ya ka talaga!). if i could, bubuhusan talaga kita ng arinola, puno ng ihi... hahaha *LOL* Ged! you're also a parasite sucking money from a man who has a family already. GRRR! it makes me sooooo irate. SALOT KA TALAGA SA LIPUNAN!


dear Cawi (again),

thanks for everything we shared... the time, the food, the pillows, the hugs and kisses, the full moon, the thoughts, the secrets, the ice, the music, the walks, the chats, the smiles, the pimples and white heads *lol*, the laughters, the arcade and the excitement it brings... and ALL.


dear supervisor/s,

i just hope i could have a good supervisor-student relationship. and i hope you could reserve us some slots for the completion ^___^


dear Dean Linell,

i just wish that our stool exam results will extend its validity from 3 months to 4-6 months. watdyathink? ;)



dear sir tambis,

please lower your toxicity level. di ka naman CI, eh... hehehe... seriously ;)


dear 4th year, 2nd sem of A.Y. 2009-2010

may this sem be a good one...


dear graduating students-- BATCH 2010

KUDOS! we made it this far. and hopefully we can march the aisle soon.




xo,
doby

currently hating you...

click it

because...

...you knew her before i came
...you hurt me again
...you made her picture your display image in YM
...you lied
...you're an example of a private media who showed what a girl should be

>:(

the start of my talking walls. inspired by le love

have you seen it?
my first talking wall?
i think i'll start making lots of 'em, too...
i pwomis to make the words original;
and i will put "" "" on exerpts/quotes with author's name.

check le love's charming page.

remember this, i call them "talking walls" :)
♪enjoy!♪

this is your talent. ♥

inspired by le love from their posts like this and this

last night factors

Mr. Sandman, I've been waiting for you...
slumbered here

i can hardly fell asleep the last 24 hours because i can't make myself pretend that i'm sleepy.
i can list a few factors why Mr. Sandman didn't bother to sprinkle moon dust above my head.

♥i was awfully full during our seminar's food trip.
♥ we took a sip of coffee with Ms. EIC, pam, and chen at tata benito's. But i don't think the coffee i ordered is that too caffeinated that i won't knock me down to sleep.
♥i chatted with Cawi till 1am and still can't make myself miss the bed.
♥i just made my BuddyPoke character in Facebook. (and you guess it, i still can't sleep).
♥what Cawi just said during our chat-conversation won't pull off from my mind.
♥it was 4am and still can't sleep, i just read manga series online.

then it can't be helped, i force myself to pull myself to bed. i am not certain what i was thinking but i just began to cry. silly me! i just waited till 5:30 am and finally decided to close my eyes even though i don't feel like doing so. and 6am, i officially fell asleep. weeee!

the sad part, i woke up quarter to 9am and my head ached. i can't see clearly. and i can't eat my breakfast cuz i feel nauseated. it's always like that when i wake very early.

the skills check in the afternoon did bother me. *grumpy*



♦

Don't Let the Morning Come

you dreamed with me last night, then you'll be gone tomorrow :(

grabbed from here

Please don't let the morning come,
I don't want this moment to end--

the bed time stories we shared;
the future we built under the sheets of dreams;
where our hands were intertwined
while our bodies entangled;

gazing dumbly to the dark skies
and wishing upon the stars;
passionate kisses and warm embraces
that made our hearts beat fast.

After cherishing the laughters of an inside joke,
tickles and giggles like of a child.

I don't want to miss those smiles
that brings sunshine to our night.

I want to sing along with the songs you played
and bring back the memories it hold.

I wish we could sleep like this forever
and never let me go until the dawn breaks the evening sky.

So please don't let the morning come,
unless it brings us the tomorrow
where we promised to live life together

honestly, i love you

embrace me and don't let go, so we can have foreverclick photo for source

We (Cawi and I) just had a conversation through chat because we awfully missed each other.
He complained about being locked in his own room because the doorknob is broken and he can't get out (LOL). A little more laughter and corny jokes... then things got serious.

It started when he suddenly blurted out:

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:01:33 AM): will u mary me?
im serious

then i said:

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:01:47 AM): of course...
y all of the sudden?
natamaan ka sakin noh? (have you fallen for me deeply?)
haha

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:02:41 AM): i just realized

i want to be with you forever

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:03:51 AM): ngaun mo pa narealize? (you realized that just now?)
ang tagal ko nang gusto mangyari yan (I've been longing for that to happen)

then a little bit later, he said:

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:16:59 AM): im sori
sa mga pgkukulang ko (for my shortcomings)

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:17:23 AM): mas marami yata akong pagkukulang mine (i think i have more shortcomings than you)*
yaan mo... i'll try my hardest to make it up to you (don't worry, I'll try my hardest to make it up to you)

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:17:50 AM): aq din (me, too)

...

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:20:22 AM): i luv u

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:20:27 AM): i luv u 2

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:20:44 AM): khit ndi ko man napaparamdam na mahal kita (even though i didn't show much of my love for you)
kc minsan dinidedma kita (because, sometimes i just ignore you)
ndi aq nka2 reply sa mga blog mu (i don't reply to your blog)
and etc
im proud of u
im just not man enough to say it to you
im sori
some times wen we fight
i use to look tough

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:24:16 AM): u always look tough

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:24:09 AM): kunwari, (for example)
ok lng skin na mawala ka (it's ok for me if you'll be gone)
kc alam ko nman na babalik ka (cuz i know you'll be coming back to me)
so the fights aren't threat to me

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:24:58 AM): pano kung di na ako makabalik? (what if i can't come back?)

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:25:14 AM): i dunno

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:25:50 AM): wat if one time we have a fight, i walked away. i didn't come back
un pla may nangyari na sakin? (then something happened to me)
pano un? (how's that)

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:26:38 AM): ndi ko maimagine (i can't imagine that)
ewn... kung kakayanin ko ( i dunno... if i can take it) ♥

...

He also opened up why he acted so cold, and it's because of his past relationship. I tried to understand him. I guess the reason why he don't want to do the things he did for her is that he don't want that history to happen again. He don't want us to end up like that. They ended feeling like everything, the effort, the love, were gone to waste. It was drastic especially he loved that girl so much then along came ME. I didn't plead guilty to what happened before, yet I felt sorry.

I already have him and he have me.
...

He sent me a song: You Don't Need Eyes To See by Typecast

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:12:34 AM): im listening to it right now
it's a short song
a minute and a half...
it's nice...
maka-relate ako (I can relate to it)

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:13:57 AM): knino mu mai-relate? (to whom?)

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:14:11 AM): sa'yo (to you)

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:14:21 AM): batet? (why?)
cge daw beh (tell me)

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:14:29 AM): everytime you cover my eyes
then you'll say "I'll be your eyes"
i am hesitant but i think it's sweet

...

He asked if we had a promise made for each other. There's none I could think and he don't want promises because we might break it.

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:57:59 AM): no promises, plz

alegna Torres (10/26/2009 12:58:13 AM): ok...
no promises...
just stay in love with me
cuz i will be in love with you....
will you?

xyz_zxc2003 (10/26/2009 12:59:15 AM): i will

♥♥♥

and so after chatting with some school matters and sectioning stuff, and letting each other know how dull a room could be if one of us is not around, we kissed each other good night, wishing each other sweet dreams, and hoping to sleep tight...

we called it a night.

xo


*forgive me for my i-think-my-grammar-is-wrong translation of some lines in the conversation. but i tried to make it easier for you to understand though i know you completely understand what Cawi and i had said.

bitter.

there's something peculiar with the taste of my days.
got it from here.

1. i am hating one of my group mates, just because. maybe because she is selfish.
2. i was nagged through phone. it was partly my fault, and partly not.
3. i was in the effin' thursday group since this school year started. i blamed everything on "thursday group" for not letting me in monday group where i can do my tasks a bit easier.
4. i have my period and i Über hate it!
5. i was distributed to other group because i thought we will be having our duty in PM shift, which was really AM shift. *loser*
6. i am nervous... for many reason, and i can't say it :(
7. i think a lot of people hate me, too.
8. i got an annoying wanna-be-my-textmate. i already told him to back off! still he annoys me everyday.
9. i got a feeling that i will fail the comprehensive exam which i HATE the most.
10. i can't control my diet anymore :(

tsk!

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56... batch '10

group 56

they're smart.
count me out.
i'm just fabulous.

sometimes i loathe them;
sometimes they're cuddly
but one sure thing is that
i left a footprint in their group.

visiting needs body requirements?! wtf!

i can't sleep because you're mom is in a critical situation. i almost cried when i heard the news. i even worried about her condition. as your girlfriend, i should at least take part in the camaraderie, to at least visit your mom.

you really made me sad.

i can't believe you. you won't allow me to go inside the hospital because i'm FAT? damn you!
i don't see any sign at the entrance saying "NO FAT ALLOWED". YOU are being boorish. i know your reason. you don't want the rest of your relatives to laugh at you just because you have a chubby girlfriend. i already met your mom and your brothers and your little niece. that one is even enough to say that they don't comment on my physique. i don't care how your uncles or aunties would make side comments about me. that does not affect your reputation anyway. i have nothing to be ashamed of. i study well, i didn't get pregnant or whatnot. then why ashamed of me?

i'm just hurt... :((

things that made me terribly happy [inspired by taza]

i've been following rockstar diaries and i've read some of their posts. that post about how things made them terribly happy really wants me to make my own list, so....

here's my top ten list of things that made me terribly HAPPY!

1. CAWi. he,alone, can make me feel like a high school girl who just had her first kiss.

i can't find any decent picture of my camera-phobic beau

2. watching animated series and dramathon on a Sunday afternoon.

3. x♥x♥ with Cawi.

4. sountrip with my 'small talk' gadgie.

5. CH♥C♥LATES.

6. chocolate chip cookies.

7. durian.shake.candy.


8. coffee's aroma that wakes me up every morning.



9. surprises on anniversaries.

10. everyone who loves me and made me happy. terribly happy.





i borrowed the coffee from tagirov and the durian from aquarius-galuxy.

THE SIDEWALK RESIDENT

Tin can and crooked cane
held by the crooked hand
of a crooked man.

He slept on a bed with box
opened flat to serve as his mattress.

His worn out shirt and slacks
fades with his age.

The flies are feasting on his toes.

His sun burnt skin is his pride
for the effort of his living.

The calluses on his bare feet made him strong
as he strides his way on the
scorching streets in the metro.

Coins were tossed on the ground;
he disregards the back ache to pick 'em up.

A joy in his heart,
a sweat on his forehead,
tremors on his hands.

A jaunt to the bakeshop
to have some bread.

A seat in the corner of a street
to satisfy his soul with his sweet treat
and a peace of mind.

photosource: http://th06.deviantart.net/fs39/300W/f/2008/360/f/3/beggar_by_ef5.jpg

the using friend and the deceived one

...



For the Using Friend

For all we know
You always have the charm
of fooling anyone in your desire.
Your skin, fair as satin
and your lips are of cherry;
You sure know how to lure
all the pretty ladies in this tinsel town.
They would say, "you're the best of all my friends;
you're the ideal guy a girl could wish for."
After receiving all the nods and praises,
you walk by them.
Forgetting the secret handshake
and all our buddy embraces.
You were once my friend, dear amigo.
But what went wrong?
We chatted like siblings before.
Now we left yesterday like strangers.
Thank you for treating me like a sister;
like one of your girl-friends; for
making me believe you're the best of all my friends.
End everything with me-- all your
using desires.
Treat everyone else for real.
You'd always be my big brother and
probably you would still be my friend.
But we just can't be for the best of each other.

"I don't know what went wrong, but i know everything happens for a reason."
"I'll let you be the princess of my heart. Not as the queen."

For the Deceived One

Oh my little sister,
you're always my little princess.
Your eyes are so innocent
and your smiles are the sweetest
with your kindness that really
touched my heart.
It made me thought,
"I have to end my friendship with you;
it might lead to something that should not be."
I have her, you love him.
And you only see me as your friend.
I'm sorry, but I don't want my little princess
to be the Queen of my heart.
I cannot tell you this, so
I'd rather forget our secret handshake
and buddy embraces.
I will no longer look into those eyes;
your smiles will remain the sweetest.
Please don't change.
Thank you for being my sister,
my little princess;
for making me one of the best of your friends.
I hope you won't get me wrong.
I just LOVE you...
But we just can't be for the best
of each other

photo source:http://th07.deviantart.net/fs38/300W/f/2008/316/1/9/1956b5a611575ed0d517b2d80d20c8f3.jpg

ipod and calla lily. 09.11.09

september 11, 2009

the day when our love was born. it marked the day when he first held my hand. remembering the day i swore i would love this guy more than a normal girl would do. because today is our 2nd Anniversary.

WEEEEEEEEE!

after my strenuous duty in DMC ER, i went straight to school to prepare for whatever i should give to Cawi. i went to (somewhere) to buy a flower. it's just a single stemmed flower. it's a calla lily. well, it's cute. i just wanted to give him something aside from giving him roses. and girls don't usually give flowers to boys. count me out cuz i love giving flowers, especially to Cawi.

after buying a flower, i went straight to Clarion office to finish the letter for him. there's nothing new about giving letters and i know that he knew what i'm about to say, but i still love writing letters to him. and i know he loves my letters, too.

we went to mall believing we're going to repair my unfortunately-broken mp3 player. but he never failed to surprise me. he got an ipod small talk (shuffle that talks) in his pocket. it's his gift for me. and this is what my thought said:

"kaulaw, a flower, a card, and other nonsense stuff. mao lang akong mahatag sa iya. then, siya, ipod?! justice please."

then, he said, "it's nothing."

it took me 20 mins. to sink in to my mind that he really gave it to me. then we went to mcdo to eat something. then we decided to go to Fagioli. great coffee and cakes.

i had a great time. i had a great day with the man i thought is the best. cuz he is.


i love you mine!!!


happy SECOND anniversary! with all my hearts, hugs and kisses...


~~doby






photo source: http://th07.deviantart.net/fs38/300W/i/2008/321/7/3/Calla_Lily_Gradient_Mesh_Study_by_Helen_Baq.jpg

this is DUH!

i made the worst column in this issue. it's not worth reading. a waste of time, really. even the drop quote is dull. i swear, i'm the worst writer Clarion has ever had. see, even my grammar is not loving me. boohoo!

babawi ako sa KIST. it's like my forte. i'm gonna be a flooder. booyah!!!

♥Adorable♥

Kitty + Cow= Cawi ♥

Day light comes and night fades away
Awake under the sheets of the warm embrace
Together under the roof of sweet escape
Our hearts linger, in pleasure and in pain

Caprices in this world mean nothing
As long as you could feel the air I'm breathing
When almost everything lost their meaning
I'll never give you up 'till the world stops spinning

Leave the lies; live with me tonight
Illuminate my humdrum life
Deprive all sadness and tears in my eyes
And console me from the pain I hide

Save me from hanging by the edge
Alleviate all the worries in my head
Now that I have you, listen to what I gave said:
When I'm with you, I am glad.








http://th00.deviantart.net/fs13/300W/i/2007/095/d/7/Tired_Kitty_by_drsmith.jpg

little letters pt. 2 (inspired by taza and janely) *winks*

dear coke,
u hurts my tummy... why, oh, why?

dear sir tambis,
please, please, PLEASE sign our action plans, please...

dear james and tubsie and bib,
i hope you can make a cool T-shirt design that could knock others humdrum tee.

dear fried chicken, a cup of rice, cupcake, and mango juice,
tnx for existing. u sure are savers to my wallet.

dear DDC,
tnx for building that multi-purpose-turned-canteen building. they're selling cheap and delicious food.

dear Cawi,
i miss you a lot since yesterday. i hope you're no longer paranoid about having Crohn's disease. you know it's just ridiculous. u won't have one unless i allow you. hahaha... i love mine.

dear clarion's staff from way-back-when,
thanks for buying the sofa. i can rest my butt here.

dear clarion's computer,
i know you can do better. you just trip sometimes. please don't falter next time. never ever, please...




♥xoxo♥
~doby

doby's guilt

i have read janely's blog and found one of her posts cute. so i thought i could make one for me. short letters for someone/something is really something. it's adorable. so i'll try to start with few short messages for them:


dear janely,
i know i am unforgivable, but please forgive me for my delays.


dear time,
i'm sorry i didn't use you well. i didn't managed you well, too.

dear sleep,
i love you but can you give me a wake-up call in my dreams sometimes?

dear chocolates,
you know how much i crave for you, but why are you still showing up though i have cough. can you hide for just a week? please?

dear coke,
you're my brand of heroine now. my cough is no excuse so i can drink as many coke as i want! muahhaha.

dear me,
please discipline yourself, please. i know other people wants this to happen to you, too-- a well-disciplined chic.

dear Cawi,
i'm sorry for not spending more time with you. i promise i'll make up with you next time. our anniversary is fast approaching. i'll promise to treat you on that date.

dear circle time,
why can't you be 30 minutes later?

x♥x♥

doby

and it was all yellow...

we spelled the color Yellow with the former philippine president Corazon "cory" Aquino.
from the birth of our democracy after Marcos' regime, yellow has been painted all over the philippines.

until she got sick and confined in the hospital, she fought for her life all the way joyously and religiously.

she ended her journey fulfilled. and again yellow is everywhere in the city. lamp posts, pillars of the buildings, school uniforms and id's, windshield wipers and side mirrors.

yellow has ironically turned into a mournful color but it constantly reminds us that life really goes on and must be happy we still have it. i know, she, too, is happy that she has a job well done for the liberation of the Filipinos; to know that she is being loved by the people.

she lived her life fully, no regrets. she has stood for the just and truth. the yellow says it all.

photo source:http://fjsanchez.files.wordpress.com/2009/07/cory_aquino1.jpg

procrastinator's (wish) list

and here goes the list...

♥finish liquidation- check! and hopefully saving the moderator from salary deduction (my bad)
♥start with my new assigned article- haven't started on scratch yet(umph!) *annoyed*
♥work on the action plan for bidding- working on it!
♥plan for the induction- they (other staff) are helping me, right? *winks*
♥canvass for the menu prices of different venues- i'm on it pretty soon, very soon
♥go to school- bring me a hundred coconuts and i'll think about it ^^
♥get to know with the newly hired clarionets- getting there...
♥go to sleep- after this...

i thought i could list more... but i guess i have nothing more to add for this day.
i better go to my mattress and rest my back and curl up like a ball hugging my CaBy
i wish i could accomplish my not-so-heavy tasks today.

geez! i forgot! d'oh!
i have history class by 9am and it's already 5 am and the sun is about to shine soon
gotta hurry and go to sleep fast
hope to wake up before 8 and manage to be in school in just a nick of time...

procrastinator is still procrastinating even going to sleep... it's incurable...
save me! *yawns*






photo source: http://th04.deviantart.net/fs21/300W/f/2007/252/6/d/Procrastination_by_diablo2097.jpg

inevitable sadness: follow-up

i stand corrected; di pala prostectomy-- my uncle will undergo orchectomy. the operation will be this 3pm at DDH and i am having my duty in PICU at the same time.

kaninang 8AM di na xa pwedeng kumain or uminom ng kahit na ano. and he will be inserted an IVF by 10 this morning.

i will pray for the success of the operation.

inevitable sadness

i just received the news about my (how am i suppose to relate to him?) my "uncle". he is going to undergo prostectomy maybe tomorrow.

long before, they said he already had neoplasia in his bones and it has now, sad to say, distributed in his system. the physician said that prostectomy is for the longevity of his existence for 5-15 years more.

he just celebrated his birthday today and i wasn't able to attend it because of some errands here at home.

it really took me a long time to make the thought sink in my mind. i have anticipated that such thing would happen but not this soon. he has been a good uncle after all, despite of his chronic vices that are inevitable to cause his current illness.

other personal issues are affecting him such as the lot for sale, some family issues, and the like. i hope they will settle it down soon because, they may not notice it, he is greatly affected with it (if you know the story). my lola and the rest of his siblings are concern to his current condition.

i just pray that the operation will be successful and hope that it would make him live longer!

freewill-ish!

"for real, strings are no longer attached when i got you"

You just can’t force anyone against their own freewill. I know you’re trying to be a politician, convincing me to do this and do that. I tell you this, I’m doing it because I want to, not because I was forced to do so. You’re not a teacher who forces a student to stand up to answer the question he doesn’t know. You’re not my parents who forced me to be in this course which happened to be your course, too. Don’t blame yourself for doing the things I happened to do at the same time with you. I gave you my kiss because I wanted to; not because you asked for it. I hug you because I wanted to; not because you requested it. I dine with you, I lay beside you, I stare at you, I empty my pocket for you, I treat you snacks, not because I was forced to do it. It is because of my effin’ love for you, I did them. I did it on my FREEWILL. I am not forced. I love you because I was not forced to love you and I know you’re not forced to love me back. I hope I made this clear to you.


source:http://th04.deviantart.net/fs41/300W/f/2009/025/2/8/285c6d9fa03b0d20e929b3a4b78a3719.jpg

p*chax na adlaw!

it started with a scold from my lola and ended with a fight with my boo...
this scene is such a trite and im becoming sick of it!
gud thing when i got home, not so much grudge accumulated in the lobes of my brain.

*splints were pulled off and wrapped up...

just like new!

*smiling like a fool*

i got my new porcelain jacket... weee... now i'm not afraid to smile, laugh or show my grin when talking to anybody. and my boo is as happy as me!

the problem doesn't end here. i still have lots of teeth to be pastahan. and that means, lots of money needed... then if i have lots and lots of money in my bank, i'll go for my braces....

right now, it aches a lil bit but it's tolerable...


geez, im starting to getting used to it now that it is filled with new one. however, i missed playing the empty space with my tongue. it's like i got a tooth pulled out and a new one sprouted.

maybe i can still have loads of chocolates and ice creams if my wallet permits me. donations are very much accepted.

when inside the jeep...

to my fellow "pasahero":

♥if you're so itching to tell something, please don't whisper in front of the other "pasahero"; he/she might get the feeling that he/she is being backstabbed.

♥if you can't find other way of telling whatever you want to say, text it, pretend to text or not. And please don't look at any person inside the jeep.

♥wag kayo magtagalog-tagalog kung mga bisaya kayong daku! hahaha... you sound funny!

♥don't talk like you're shouting. please be considerate to the other passengers. you're not the only passengers in the jeep!

♥if you're mad at something while you're in the jeep, please settle down first and wait till you got off. then you can start to freak out.

♥if you have "putok", again, please be considerate. have mercy on us. we still have lives to live and we don't want to die due to shortness of breath. :D



▐▐▐▐ u can add your own concerns here: comment it!

inevitable paraphernalia losses

i bought a new paraphernalia (para) kit equipped with nursing para's.

i 'fessed up to my lola that my old para kit needs to be replaced and i need it NOW!
she was in the verge of freaking out but she remained calm-yet-worried-where-she's-going-to-get-the-money-to-buy-me-that-f/cking-para. that's her human nature... *natural*

she gave me a thousand peso. there. i rushed my way to school and stopped by SYDALG (coined by many as the 'push-and-pull' store) and bought a new para.

when i went home, hinanap ng lola ko ang para, and tried almost all of it. (i have to change the sphygmo~ good thing there's a week warranty)

she searched for my old bandage scissors, and i told her that i accidentally left it in the ER.
again, she went freaking mad and scolded me for being irresponsible. she was almst screaming and began to ask where are the other para's. then, i talked back and reasoned out that it is an emergency room. you don't expect people to laze around doing nothing. again, IT IS AN EMERGENCY ROOM~~~EMERGENCY! then, i stopped talking back because it do no good. she hates me when i talk back because she's always right.

staff nurses and student nurses would accidentally forget where their bandage scissors and penlights went or whoever borrowed them. even doctors forgot their own stethoscopes (a doctor borrowed a steth from my groupmate that time).

if professionals are able to forget~~ mind you, PROFESSIONAL na na sila--- unsa nalang kaha ang estudyante pa lang?!

i only need my lola to understand my needs. and i'm sorry for being irresponsible. you put me in this course, so i need your consideration.

i'm not FAT!

fat is beauty... ehem!

i admit i sound heavy because i weighed 57 kilos and i'm too short for my weight, but i tell you...
I AM NOT FAT!

why? simply because:

♥ my BMI tells me that i'm just overweight, but i'm not obese/ fat
(ht.=5'2"; wt.= 57 kg.; BMI= overweight)
♥ i still have my curves
♥ my size is still available in store
♥ i am still conscious with what i eat
♥ i took a medication which has a side effect of weight gain
♥ i can still see my ribs every time i *hiyak*
♥ my boobs looks larger kung mag-side view ko.
♥ my housefolks are not mentioning the liposuction or any fat reduction procedure.
♥ i don't look REALLY large in the mirror.




what dyou think? am i really fat? even if you call me chubby, it spells the same way.
now i realized that i'm close to being one (the super FAT kind)... :C









*@janely: kabalo na ko unsaon ang hearty bullets... weeeh!
**photo source:http://coldsunshine.deviantart.com/art/Fat-6375880

almost lost a tooth

i just had my tooth root canaled and nakakahiyang tignan...*see? ulaw!*

asa ang hustisya? haha... sige lang... this is for my good anyway. according to paolo coelho's book, as Maria stated, "if you want to achieve your objectives, you have to be prepared for a daily dose of pain and discomfort. At first, it's unpleasant and demotivating, but in time you come to realize that it's part of the process of feeling good..."

i will take all the shame and teases and all the daily doses of humiliation, albeit if my other half will do these... So what?! as if dili siya ganahan na mugwapa ko, hmpf!

anyway, i'm excited for my new tooth! as the song goes, *all i want for christmas is my two front teeth*. Except for the season, dili na ko maghulat ug christmas and i'm not wishing for two, only one tooth. i only wanted my two front teeth to be braced... Hulat nalang ko na mahimo kong RN.







***as i am typing this post, i am using my dialect to avoid epistaxis.

@followers: sorry for my pic, it's kinda obscene... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

the 21st month

it feels like another ordinary day today but a P15 load gave me a special 5 minutes in my 24 hours of my life.

today is our 21st monthsary but we're not in each other's arms, holding hands, getting mushy and eat meals together like what the other couples usually do. but i prepared a monthsary card for him which i bought few months ago. i just failed to give it to him the last time so i wrote additional messages last night and i'll give it to him as soon as we see each other again. i don't care how many days had passed. consider it as my post monthsary gift/letter for him. what's important is that he read it.

and i sent a time capsule e-mail to him when we were in manila. it was an advance greeting for him and only be sent on the date when i wanted to-- and it's today.

so going back to that short but momentous 5-minute conversation this morning, i greeted him and told him i missed him soooooooooo much *sniffles*. sadly, he forgot to load up and greet me (that's so obncxious) but he missed me, too, and he wanna go home soon and see me *whew, a relief*

i can't wait to see him beaming on me and hug me tight and kiss me.... nyahaha! booyah!

demotivating sem

i was shocked when i learned from reliable sources that i belong to a blocked section. i dunno how to react but then i preferred crying. Yeah! i cried... i'm not happy but i don't want to be sad. it's so hard to accept the fact that i can't be in the same class with my beau and i'll be hanging out with those what i coined as nerdies and geekies. i don't belong in a hell where higher expectations and great responsibilities are considered BIG DEAL! i can't handle this but i have to. i am here and i can't turn my back anymore. i dunno wat to do next time: to continue or not to continue.

FOURTH YEAR 1ST SEM OF S.Y. 2009-2010, give me reason to love you...

boorish text mate!

don't ask for my asl please...
ikaw una nagtext sa ako.
shit!
maka-irita...

close up with clouds and heavy traffics...

boarding on an airplane is so much fun especially when you've missed your first flight. seated beside the window, i can obviously our take off. if only i could stick out my head out of that window, i would touch and feel the fluffy clouds. i could kiss them like *smooooooch*

and now that we landed, expensive taxi rates welcomed us and we were greeted with a warm heavy traffic... GED, so this manila.




*wanna post this while we're in manila but due to some unfortunate events happened,i didn't have the time to find a net cafe...

oh i forgot!

i just remembered my blog needs a name...
whoever read this, please suggest a cute name...
tnx!

kinsay DEFENSIVE?!

"watch your mouth, honey. you don't know what you mean..."

what is so defensive about admitting my own fault because im being irresponsible. when i'm telling the truth, is it defensive? i thought being defensive is like " devoted to resisting or preventing aggression or attack"(http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/defensive). i just thought recently, do you even know what defensive means? perhaps, NO!

i am defenseless. i am honest enough not to become so "defensive". and who are you to say that to me when you are the one who's being so defensive.

scene 1: at the locker...

you: "na unsa diay ka, dob?" (with your sarcastic, as-if-you're-concerned voice)
me: (in a very low, almost quiet, whispered voice) nabilin nako akong cap and mask :c
you: (in an uber loud voice that echoed almost throughout the OR) AI! NABILIN DIAY IMONG CAP AND MASK?! (still having that sarcastic voice)
me: unsa man ka?! mao nang dili k ganahan sa imo kay di li ka mapagkatiwalaan!
you: "aw!" (again, in a loud pitched tone) "nabilin jud diay imong cap and mask?"
me: bwisit ka man. nigara pud ka! ingnag ayawg saba, kusgon pod ang tingog. ever, dili jud tika mapagkatiwalaan samot na sa mga secrets! (walk out!)

scene 2: students' lounge...

you: unsaon man na nimo? naa bya si Ma'am A. basi masakpan ka. (sarcasm noted)
me: (with my disposable cap and mask) sige lang, naingnan na man pud nako si Sir A. kabalo na siya. gihatagan na gani ko niya ani [pointing to my cap].
you: unya kung si Ma'am A. ang makakita sa imo?
me: sige lang. hulaton ko lang na masakpan ko niya.
you: (with that pleading tone) sige lang, masakpan lang japon ka (and your face is uber evil!)
me: (with dignified voice ^^) bahala nag masakpan ko ni Mam, basta siya ang nakakita sa ako. kesa naman nang masakpan ko kay tungod sa mga estudyanteng sigeg tabi, skandalosa.
you: NGANONG DEFENSIVE MAN KAAYO KA?!
me: (controlling my temper with what she just said) i'm not being defensive. honest lang ko. dili defensive ang tawag ana. (while walking out) ...basa-basa pud ug dictionary ui!

sharing these with my friends, they are just laughing. they never expected that she could utter such word not even knowing what it means or why she's saying it.

we used to be in the same group but there's no spirit within it. it's so lame that your groupmate would plead "masakpan lang japon ka!" i don't know if i deserve to be in this group or she should be exiting this kind of manner and make me feel like i'm [art of the group. nagsalig siguro siya na kagrupo sila dati sa akong mga kagrupo karon, she would act superior like she's the boss. that's a BIG NO-NO to me. she can talk and yell if she wants to, but i would never allow her to say such things to me when she's describing herself.

honey, you're soooo boorish!!

**i wanted to post this thought after our OR duty but i just can't get hold of our computer :C

i miss my blog :c

hello blog...
i miss you :c
i think i should start giving you a name...
by the next time i will post another one here, i'll officially call you....
*thinking...thinking...thinking...thinking...*
i'll think first of a "kawaii" (cute) name...
at least you're not just a no-name blog, you are my blog baptized with a name... *smooch*...

still, i can't...

i just can't get hold of this peecee like what i'm used to before because of that !@$%$&^%^#!&%^*VIRUS.

i wonder when will be there extinction. i can't wait...

hana yori dango (anime)

just finished watching the hana yori dango animated series last night. there's a slight... no... a big difference between the manga and the cartoons. i'd still prefer the manga...updates later..

curse you!!!

i curse all the computer viruses in the world that has done NO GOOD in our computers. bullshit!!!

freakin' idea

i was so itching to write something so i get my favorite pen and my notebook from last sem (i just love notebooks and writing on the unwritten pages)...

i thought of writing a poem- i just couldn't think of anyone for inspiration.
i thought of an essay- nope! i'm not good at it. and i don't know how to start it.
i thought of an opinion- still nothing to be discriminated
and so i thought of a short story- great! i just have to think of the characters' names and the situation and... and... and... sheeesh! no good.

so i started to write something in English. i wrote whatever came in to my mind disregarding the grammar. then i started to write the dialogue part. i was having a hard time to determine who-said-what-to-who...

so i translated it to tagalog.

it's my first time to make a story in tagalog.

mas maiintindihan na ng mga nagbabasa ang mga sinusulat ko -.- lalo na mga pinsan ko.

so my freakin' idea is...

i'll make a freakin' tagalog pocket book.

hahaha...

(gosh! i never thought i could think of such an idea just because i want to write)

after 24 hrs. of waiting for the usual text

hidobe (my name in his phonebook): gudnyt mine..imade a mstake knina, im sory..i knw ur nt mad anymor pro my angst prn,i hope thngs wil get beter n tym...

CawIsMine (his name in my phonebook): gudnyt

just this evening...

CawIsMine: im done pro ba2th p aq.,

hidobe:kkei, il w8..

CawIsMine:pued mg say ng i luv u?

hidobe:pwde kaau, kaw lang man hnhntay q.. *smiles and teary-eyed* i luv u mine

CawIsMine: I luv u luv :) xoxo mine

hidobe: (haay salamat, balik na sa dati txt nmin) Finally, mahal kta mine

CawisMine: mahal din poh kta mine.. wud?





hehe...this is what i've been waiting since yesterday. if we're texting this way, i know we're owkeiz

after the hugs and kisses...

we fought...

and i chased after him...


then eventually made-up...

yet i'm uncertain...as always...

i miss...

the [ex] clarion staff who just graduated...PAPA AL...being 17 years old...being the pain-in-the-ass to my classmates...being bully to my siblings(but i didn't say i'm miss good girl already)...the playground in our school when i was in kinder...the Marina Azul...the dance troupe club which made me slimmer for a month...being single [but i love how happy i am with him]...ma'am donna for the making her English subject the most loved period in the afternoon cuz of the movies we watched in the speech lab...W.i.t.c._.e.s. together (i am 'h')...my 3310 cp...meteor garden and F4...my p.e. uniform in high school...chinese garter and limborock...my childhood friends in gensan...my bra-less get-ups in elementary...being well-known in a small populated campus...dance revo and [old-skool] playstation...walkmans...being one of the top ten outstanding students...my drawing skills...joining talent auditions...my never-been-kissed lips...being such a spoiled brat...typewiters...collecting and bartering stationeries...EVERYTHING I MISS!

hooking up with hana yori dango

hana yori dango really means boys before flowers

i'm done reading the online manga "Hana Yori Dango" by Yoko Kamio (all good praises for this genius mangaka).

this is the sole reason why i haven't been updating my facebook, friendster, and my online diary--blog. i was facing this peecee for almost a week just reading the manga. but of course, i paid respect for the holy week so the pc was grounded for two days (and i'm so itching to turn it on during those days).

well it all started when i happen to read somebody's blog talking about "boys over flower" so i got curious and searched the manga then i just found myself sticking my eyeballs on the monitor.

well, i fell in love with the story, the characters (especially Doumyoji Tsukasa, leader of F4) and Japan (i wanna go there after dropping by HongKong and Macau 5 years from now).

who would expect a poor girl to study in such a high previleged school. well, makino tsukushi would survive in all the descriminations and hardships she may experience in that school. on the panel where tsukushi was started to be bullied, i glued myself in this seat. i got "kilig" when tsukasa realized he liked tsukushi and on the panels where they were about to kiss or just kissed. and love triangle are so typical but it is effective when it got in the way between these two lovers. there is hanazawa rui who thought to be in love with shizuka and eventually developed his feelings to makino tsukushi. kazuya also had his hidden desire to tsukushi. kin-san, the son of a politician liked makino, too. same goes to tsukasa's look-a-like (forgot his name, though). tsukushi really got an attitude that is unusual to these spoiled brats that made them like her. akira and sojirou were not serious with girls and good thing that did not fall for tsukushi, but they like her for a friend.
the girls in this story contributes a lot in tsukushi's life. yuuki, her bestfriend fell in love with a wrong guy and with sojirou. sakurako, the girl who was once in love with tsukasa when they were still in kinder and has became tsukushi's rival (but tsukushi did not took it seriously). shigeru, the girl who suddenly fell in love with tsukasa after being forced to be engaged with him. she evenually realized that they're not really for each other and helped tsukushi all along. those three mean girls in who were in the class with tsukushi, they didn't really helped her. tsubaki, tsukasa's sister, she's awesome. she beats tsukasa in front of the visitor's. she likes tsukushi for tsukasa and tried to protect her from their evil mum. kaede, tsukasa and tsubaki's evil mom (one of the villain ^^,). tama-san, the old maid who worked in the doumyoji household for 60 years and helped tsukushi in the ways she can.
tsukushi's family is great in some ways but most of the time, ANNOYING! papa and mama insisted her to study in eitoku no matter what. susume, tsukushi's lil annoying brother doesn't really annoyed me. he can be a passerby but tsukushi needs someone to help her add more problemin their house--- that is his role.

Tsukasa

i got head-over-heels on this phenomenal manga. i remembered my high school days when i'm helluvah gaga with its taiwanese version "Meteor Garden" (i even had a boyfriend who looked like Jerry Yan, the one who portrayed Dao Ming Si). it's not that i became so mean he's been a fad before... hahaha!---mean... (soooo nostalgic... high school days). well, i missed watching hana yori dango in gma cuz i'm Kapamilya. well, korean version would hit and smash the tv with "boys over flowers" and if only i could sacrifice my education for this, i would definitely do it (that's soo shallow). but i have great hopes that i would finish this series from start to end without missing an episode that is if there's no conflict on my schedules.

i took all the blame and scoldings when my cousins weren't able to put their hands on this pc because of me (tumaas rin singil ng davao light samin dahil dito). i monopolized it. i owned it for few days. i slept late and woke up late. i ate just 2-5 spoonful of my meals. i did not watch TV. i ignored the radio. i ignored facebook, friendster, and my blog. i barely text. my butt hurts from sitting 14 hours a day (of course i took a bath). however, i enjoyed my time reading this precious crap i was even copying/ writing some japanese characters... I HAD FUUUUNNN!!!

but i tell you, reading it first is always the best thing to do before watching it playing on screen.