and it was all yellow...

we spelled the color Yellow with the former philippine president Corazon "cory" Aquino.
from the birth of our democracy after Marcos' regime, yellow has been painted all over the philippines.

until she got sick and confined in the hospital, she fought for her life all the way joyously and religiously.

she ended her journey fulfilled. and again yellow is everywhere in the city. lamp posts, pillars of the buildings, school uniforms and id's, windshield wipers and side mirrors.

yellow has ironically turned into a mournful color but it constantly reminds us that life really goes on and must be happy we still have it. i know, she, too, is happy that she has a job well done for the liberation of the Filipinos; to know that she is being loved by the people.

she lived her life fully, no regrets. she has stood for the just and truth. the yellow says it all.

photo source:http://fjsanchez.files.wordpress.com/2009/07/cory_aquino1.jpg

procrastinator's (wish) list

and here goes the list...

♥finish liquidation- check! and hopefully saving the moderator from salary deduction (my bad)
♥start with my new assigned article- haven't started on scratch yet(umph!) *annoyed*
♥work on the action plan for bidding- working on it!
♥plan for the induction- they (other staff) are helping me, right? *winks*
♥canvass for the menu prices of different venues- i'm on it pretty soon, very soon
♥go to school- bring me a hundred coconuts and i'll think about it ^^
♥get to know with the newly hired clarionets- getting there...
♥go to sleep- after this...

i thought i could list more... but i guess i have nothing more to add for this day.
i better go to my mattress and rest my back and curl up like a ball hugging my CaBy
i wish i could accomplish my not-so-heavy tasks today.

geez! i forgot! d'oh!
i have history class by 9am and it's already 5 am and the sun is about to shine soon
gotta hurry and go to sleep fast
hope to wake up before 8 and manage to be in school in just a nick of time...

procrastinator is still procrastinating even going to sleep... it's incurable...
save me! *yawns*






photo source: http://th04.deviantart.net/fs21/300W/f/2007/252/6/d/Procrastination_by_diablo2097.jpg

inevitable sadness: follow-up

i stand corrected; di pala prostectomy-- my uncle will undergo orchectomy. the operation will be this 3pm at DDH and i am having my duty in PICU at the same time.

kaninang 8AM di na xa pwedeng kumain or uminom ng kahit na ano. and he will be inserted an IVF by 10 this morning.

i will pray for the success of the operation.

inevitable sadness

i just received the news about my (how am i suppose to relate to him?) my "uncle". he is going to undergo prostectomy maybe tomorrow.

long before, they said he already had neoplasia in his bones and it has now, sad to say, distributed in his system. the physician said that prostectomy is for the longevity of his existence for 5-15 years more.

he just celebrated his birthday today and i wasn't able to attend it because of some errands here at home.

it really took me a long time to make the thought sink in my mind. i have anticipated that such thing would happen but not this soon. he has been a good uncle after all, despite of his chronic vices that are inevitable to cause his current illness.

other personal issues are affecting him such as the lot for sale, some family issues, and the like. i hope they will settle it down soon because, they may not notice it, he is greatly affected with it (if you know the story). my lola and the rest of his siblings are concern to his current condition.

i just pray that the operation will be successful and hope that it would make him live longer!

freewill-ish!

"for real, strings are no longer attached when i got you"

You just can’t force anyone against their own freewill. I know you’re trying to be a politician, convincing me to do this and do that. I tell you this, I’m doing it because I want to, not because I was forced to do so. You’re not a teacher who forces a student to stand up to answer the question he doesn’t know. You’re not my parents who forced me to be in this course which happened to be your course, too. Don’t blame yourself for doing the things I happened to do at the same time with you. I gave you my kiss because I wanted to; not because you asked for it. I hug you because I wanted to; not because you requested it. I dine with you, I lay beside you, I stare at you, I empty my pocket for you, I treat you snacks, not because I was forced to do it. It is because of my effin’ love for you, I did them. I did it on my FREEWILL. I am not forced. I love you because I was not forced to love you and I know you’re not forced to love me back. I hope I made this clear to you.


source:http://th04.deviantart.net/fs41/300W/f/2009/025/2/8/285c6d9fa03b0d20e929b3a4b78a3719.jpg

p*chax na adlaw!

it started with a scold from my lola and ended with a fight with my boo...
this scene is such a trite and im becoming sick of it!
gud thing when i got home, not so much grudge accumulated in the lobes of my brain.

*splints were pulled off and wrapped up...