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Showing posts with label sooo maggots. Show all posts

Friday, December 24, 2010

don't take it seriously

Err, okay. I changed my relationship status from "in a relationship" to "engaged" with whoever my guys is. My Tita would always react on my relationship status. I dunno how she could actually think that I'm really engaged? Please, please, please... I dunno what to think about her. But as of now, I think this will serve as something to annoy her. I hope she'll get open-minded when it comes to this stuff.

*And does she really think that my guy is not good enough for me?*

Saturday, September 11, 2010


Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear Someone I wish could forgive me...


I'M TOTALLY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. 
FOR THE BEING PAIN IN YOUR ASSES. REALLY. 
SORRY.



~angel

I HATE YOU DEAN'S SECRETARY!!!!

I HATE YOU TO DEATH!!!! YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I ALMOST BROKE UP WITH MY BEAU AND THE SOLE REASON WHY WE DIDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO CELEBRATE OUR 3RD ANNIVERSARY TODAY!!!!!
FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU!!!!!
and oh...


GHED IM SO ANGRY!!!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010


Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear Papa Al,

I miss you soooooooooo much!!! T____T I want to hug you again, laugh with you, tease you, play chess and cards with you especially when I'm sick and you purposely lose the game to make me win, have a downtown trip especially in China town, go to beach and have dinner with the rest of the family, and do all the things we used to do before, i wanna do them again with you. I'm not expecting that to happen in reality, but at least in my dream.

I hope you miss us, too. I know that Papa God is not making you sad in His paradise. I hope to see you at the right time. I love you so much Pa! I miss you :(



Yours,

Daddy's Little Angel

Friday, July 9, 2010

daily letter (day 10)



Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Dear Ex-friend,

It was summer 2 years ago when we became classmates and eventually became a very good and close friends. You have been so nice and kind to me. You have that captivating face and friendly aura that makes other girls fall for you. We were close for a week that we were almost inseparable. We shared secrets and experiences in love and we even have a secret handshake. And you know what? I think you purposely made every girl in our room fall for you. What a sneaky hidden agenda. I'm just happy that my boyfriend loves me so much that I can't let go of him, I didn't fall for your rubbish scheme.

But tell me, what really happened? I was waiting for you to talk to me first. But there's no more chance anymore. And I'm not hoping to be friends with you again. Thanks for the time before.


angel

Monday, July 5, 2010

daily letter (day 7)


Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror


Dear Ex-boyfriends,

I'm glad that you still remember me. But isn't it too bothersome to add me in Facebook? What is that suppose to mean? I mentioned you in my first letter, didn't I? Oh well, I don't like to bother you. I don't want to sound bitter but I want to delete you as a friend in my account. I have nothing to do with you and I don't want to reconnect with you anymore. Except for Kit, who became a good friend to me when I started college. Thank you for the friendship though you've been an asshole before for leaving me unaware. I think we're better off this way.

I hope you do good in your lives. And please stop pestering me by boasting how you do good with your current girlfriends. I don't care. 

>_________<,

doby :P

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

daily letter (day 2)

Dear Crush,

You don't have any idea how much you crushed my heart. I can't even name you. But you're kinda annoying. I can't even blame you cuz you have no effin' idea that I have a crush on you. But every time you pass by, especially when I'm with my beau, I feel like I've been pushed away. My beau keeps on teasing me saying, "Mine, anjan crush mo, o." And I'm just like, ">___<". I wish that you don't exist or we haven't met. But I know we can't help seeing each other because we were classmates once and became close friends for a while. But that was before. And right now, I'm happy seeing you with your dyed hair and flawless skin. Now, my boo and I thought you're a gay. That's cool. But still, admiring you isn't that bad, right? I just hate the way my boo teases me every time you're in our sight. I'm sorry for the blame.Don't worry, you'd still be the friend who makes other girls jealous of me. HAHA!

stay cool,

Doby

Saturday, June 5, 2010

I thought I could curse my course... but nevermind

It's so frustrating to see how we suffered from financial instability. And no matter how noble my course is; and no matter how high my future employees would pay me in my future job, I still feel helpless. I can't stand hearing them complaining where did our monthly allowance go. Receiving roughly 20K per month with 2-5 persons in this household isn't enough. For my lola alone, we have to spend for her check-ups, pricey medications and laboratory tests, and for us, the groceries and other miscellaneous. These are crucial things. And it's becoming more difficult now that we pawned most of our jewelries and they are pending to be redeemed or renewed this month. Plus me, I have to prepare for a costly printings on my exhibit forms as I UN-enthusiastically prepare for the upcoming review for our PNL Exam on December. At one moment, I feel like I really want to give up. 'Cause if I could, I would have just stop pursuing this rubbish preparations and get myself a job. I want to earn and then enroll myself in a course that I've been dying to take when I was in high school. It is my frustration now. But then I always end up blaming myself for being too obedient to them that I gave up my dream and my brilliant plan (that's what I thought before). Nevertheless, I also blame them for setting such high expectations even I couldn't imagine if I can make it. I suck at making decisions for myself, that's why they just boss me around, dictating me to do this and that. They even want to rule my own happiness. I mean, kulang nalang sila ang maghahanap ng mapapangasawa ko. I don't want that to happen. I'm so happy with my partner now.And so, now that I'm unemployed, unhappy with what's happening in our lives, and almost in the verge of giving up, how can they patch it up and make me happy again? [minus the lovelife. I'm in charge with my lovelife]. I can't just live with their promises that being a nurse (someday) would make me happy. Do you think that filling up a patient's chart, preparing meds, and doing nursing procedure makes me the happiest person on earth? I may be satisfied, but not happy. I could give them a happy and wealthy life without making myself suffer. *i think i just stabbed myself* *dropsdead*

I want Mass Communication. If only I had taken it before, I don't have to do loads of typing stuff, chasing clinical instructors, queuing in offices, traveling to provincial hospital just for an effin' signature and when you get back in the city, you realized you put the dot (.) in wrong places and have it edited and reprinted, then getting reprimands from the dean. In Mass Comm., after graduating, all you have to do is prepare to claim your transcript of records and authenticated diploma, prepare loads of resume and GET A JOB!!!!

*SLAPS MYSELF*

Saturday, May 15, 2010

F yeah reasons why I need it badly!

*keeping my composure*

OK, so I was just reprimanded by my lola because I'm watching movies on PC. Well, don't blame me; blame technology because they're too brilliant to enable DVD players on computers.

I need my own computer because:


  1. I want to be the sole owner of my effin' computer.
  2. I need privacy.
  3. I hate nosey people coming around me checkin' on what I'm doing.
  4. this is the only thing I can use to watch movies and net surfing at the same time aside from iPad (which I don't have as of the moment)
  5. I actually want laptop but rather choose the cheaper one (it depends)
  6. I'm so sick of promises that someone's gonna buy me a pc or laptop. I'd rather buy them on my own.
  7. I get tired waiting for my turn when my cousins are using it. One cousin plays online games and the other one usually works on his manuscripts and silly oldie hollywood crap.
  8. JUST BECAUSE!
Donations are very much welcome. :D

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

a little hate letter to the royal b*tchy-ness

Dear Royal B*tch,

I guess it's enough to say that being b*tch is likewise being dumb. You think you're so perfect. You think you're too above others. You're so full of yourself. Stop making that stolen shot a big deal. Besides I already warned you that I'll get even with you and post something worse than what you posted the last time. You just laughed at it and did not take it seriously. Well, I'm sorry if you're that dumb that you didn't see the signs coming. You see, I have the (Clarion's) camera most of the time and I can get the ugliest mug shot of your face. You should not get mad cause right now we're even. I don't really care about the rantings I received from you. If you say I'm mean, you should've known before. I already gave you the simplest condition to delete your so-called "ghastly photos". You didn't do it, therefore i won't either. That's being fair, right? You're too conscious about what other people would say to you on that photo when they've been already talking about you worse than the comments you receive. Don't you like that? You are being loved *sarcastic smile*

Remember this, if you can't accept what you are in a stolen shot photo, therefore, you don't like yourself as well. In portraits, what you're showing in the camera is not what you really are. If I got a stolen shot pic, I have to deal with it and remember that it's me. So for you, Royal B*tchiness, DEAL WITH IT! I have no plan of deleting your mug shot unless you do what I told you *evil grin*. You know it's so simple. So don't be dumb, you dumb b*tch!

Friday, March 12, 2010

little letters for the bunch of users

I'm making this post out of impulse and disappointment. After days and more days of pressure for compiling my certificates of attendance and appreciation for several  seminars I had attended in and out of school, I received an unfair share of reward.

Dear guy who got it all:

Congratulations! (*flashing a sarcastic smile*)
Tell me I'm being too self-absorbed or too selfish, but I was the one who made most of the efforts to give you certifications you needed for you to have that piece of scented paper and a junked medal. In fact you barely knew what were those stuff I contributed until I told you one day. But I'm not holding any grudges to you now.

Dear Sir who inconsistently-supporting-personnel-who-boasts-his-name-on-a-mere-green-plastic-board,

I don't think you deserve to be the head of that department when you don't know how to define CLEAR MECHANICS and not even supporting us with our needs. Hey! we're students too. I wonder why you came back to being an arrogant sloth.

Dear Ma'am-I-should-have-been-selfish-not-to-share-my-certifications-with-you,

I guess it's my fault after all because I thought I could help your "son". And indeed, i just did help him. Boohoo to me :(( Just because you're his mom and you have one of the highest ranked job in this school, it doesn't mean you have to do everything, even delegating the things to me that your "son" is suppose to do.

Dear disappointment,

nakarami kana ngayong araw ha. I've had enough of you. If only you were concrete, I would have mocked you.

Dear users,

stop using people... they're not things.


still grudging on you until tomorrow,

doby >:[

Thursday, March 4, 2010

i hate this part right here

 

image from here


I hate endings, especially when the sem is about to end. Why? Because it is the season where almost all of my things get lost and/ or damaged. How'd you like that? I don't know if i'm being careless or  those things just got their brains and walk away. What irritates me more is when that something is just borrowed. really. I can't handle things like this anymore. I want to give up and wish those weren't really lost; they;re just misplaced and then i can find them on the next hour.

I'm calling out to gods and goddesses of the lost things to return them to me. I NEED IT BADLY!!!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

ode to the next in line (the seniors' goodbye)

We're waving goodbye to the new beginning
We're saying hello to happy endings
We were once like you
And not for long, you will be like us, too.
As we entered in this school, we were uncertain
Now we see the differences between now and then.

We were once acquaintances before
Now, we're acquaintances no more
Because we are family
As what we will always be.
We would still throw punch lines
To those who are about to whine
Turning it upside down
What is suppose to be a frown

Never forget to listen to someone's rants
Never forget to make each other feel important
Never forget to know the others roles
Cuz each one of us makes this academe whole
Never forget the memories of our duties and fears
The first times, the hard times and those that brought us tears

With all our hearts, we thank you all
For the scoldings and compliments that we can still recall
We're sorry for the headaches and back pains that our instructors have been through
Because we sometimes become stubborn and forgot about you
Now we, the seniors, will throw the caps up in the air
It is the juniors' turn to do have their fair share.



-batch 2010





Monday, February 22, 2010

vain moments in seminar

 
the eager beavers
the not-so-busy pals

 
scribbles...




and doodles...
 
 
something they should talk about... 

  

something to smile after a serious matter...
-.-

 

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

getting overboard

I may not be your mother, nor your older sis. I'm not even your girlfriend who has the right to reprimand you in every mistakes you do. I like you GUYS because you're my classmates, my friends, you're funny and you give life to a boring class. But sometimes, you never noticed that you've gone across your limit that you get too annoying and offensive to others. You sometimes become a nuisance; your behaviors are just intolerable. If I would given a chance, (i think this is already my chance) I would definitely annoy you. But I don't think that the way I would annoy you won't annoy you just a bit. However, you still deserve to be played on your faces... LITERALLY. Here's for you...

The guys whose faces were covered, you're not really involved here. You're faces were just covered for protection :D

So this is what I'm saying... I think you look good. This may not be very annoying or offensive to you, i don't really care...

Saturday, January 23, 2010

not meant to be :)


photo from here


Yeay to mee!!!

I love it when I found out I'm not really compatible with that beloved (*evil stare*) beer.
For the reason that it is plain bitter, and somewhat expensive, it's not really for me. XD

guess what....







I'm allergic to beer!!! ♥





... and there's no more way that I could drink it...

This is tragic to me, though 'cause I have to bear with these rashes all over my body... FOR A WEEK!!!!

Thursday, January 21, 2010

oh, forget it!

forget what i said about perfect relationship has flaws. i kinda agree to that but not this time.
just before i officially ended my day in the outside world, he's just too kind to ruin it! GED!

Monday, November 23, 2009

I Hate It


Thursday, November 19, 2009

pain, pain, go away

eeew... gross!


last night, i was almost crawling my way to bed when my molar tooth started to love the prostaglandin. i assessed my pain with a pain scale of 7/10. that was pretty ouchie!

and now, RLE time, i don't know if i can still tolerate the pain. well, on the brighter side, i can eat less. that means I"M ON A DIET! weee!

Monday, November 9, 2009

first day HIGH... not!

sooo bored!

it's just like we've been from a long vacation. it's so typical. bored. i feel like i realized my sleep was deprived when i stepped inside the room, seeing same faces with same expression on their faces, ginagaya si Lady Gaga--> poker face..haha lol!

oh well, there's still another day. but honestly, all my first days were exciting before. i guess i'm surprised that i'm not surprised at all this time. tsk!

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