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Sunday, September 27, 2009

vanity and everything in between' giveaway!

vanity and everything in between

G-lish trio eyeshadow
Clinique black mascara
Clinique lipstick in Berrylicious
Estee Lauder lip gloss
Elianto nail polish
G-lish mosaic blush powder
Blue eyeliner
Bag!


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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

56... batch '10

group 56


they're smart.
count me out.
i'm just fabulous.

sometimes i loathe them;
sometimes they're cuddly
but one sure thing is that
i left a footprint in their group.

visiting needs body requirements?! wtf!

i can't sleep because you're mom is in a critical situation. i almost cried when i heard the news. i even worried about her condition. as your girlfriend, i should at least take part in the camaraderie, to at least visit your mom.

you really made me sad.

i can't believe you. you won't allow me to go inside the hospital because i'm FAT? damn you!
i don't see any sign at the entrance saying "NO FAT ALLOWED". YOU are being boorish. i know your reason. you don't want the rest of your relatives to laugh at you just because you have a chubby girlfriend. i already met your mom and your brothers and your little niece. that one is even enough to say that they don't comment on my physique. i don't care how your uncles or aunties would make side comments about me. that does not affect your reputation anyway. i have nothing to be ashamed of. i study well, i didn't get pregnant or whatnot. then why ashamed of me?

i'm just hurt... :((

Monday, September 21, 2009

things that made me terribly happy [inspired by taza]

i've been following rockstar diaries and i've read some of their posts. that post about how things made them terribly happy really wants me to make my own list, so....

here's my top ten list of things that made me terribly HAPPY!

1. CAWi. he,alone, can make me feel like a high school girl who just had her first kiss.


i can't find any decent picture of my camera-phobic beau



2. watching animated series and dramathon on a Sunday afternoon.

3. x♥x♥ with Cawi.

4. sountrip with my 'small talk' gadgie.

5. CH♥C♥LATES.

6. chocolate chip cookies.

7. durian.shake.candy.


8. coffee's aroma that wakes me up every morning.



9. surprises on anniversaries.

10. everyone who loves me and made me happy. terribly happy.





i borrowed the coffee from tagirov and the durian from aquarius-galuxy.

THE SIDEWALK RESIDENT



Tin can and crooked cane
held by the crooked hand
of a crooked man.

He slept on a bed with box
opened flat to serve as his mattress.

His worn out shirt and slacks
fades with his age.

The flies are feasting on his toes.

His sun burnt skin is his pride
for the effort of his living.

The calluses on his bare feet made him strong
as he strides his way on the
scorching streets in the metro.

Coins were tossed on the ground;
he disregards the back ache to pick 'em up.

A joy in his heart,
a sweat on his forehead,
tremors on his hands.

A jaunt to the bakeshop
to have some bread.

A seat in the corner of a street
to satisfy his soul with his sweet treat
and a peace of mind.




photosource: http://th06.deviantart.net/fs39/300W/f/2008/360/f/3/beggar_by_ef5.jpg

Sunday, September 20, 2009

the using friend and the deceived one

...



For the Using Friend


For all we know
You always have the charm
of fooling anyone in your desire.
Your skin, fair as satin
and your lips are of cherry;
You sure know how to lure
all the pretty ladies in this tinsel town.
They would say, "you're the best of all my friends;
you're the ideal guy a girl could wish for."
After receiving all the nods and praises,
you walk by them.
Forgetting the secret handshake
and all our buddy embraces.
You were once my friend, dear amigo.
But what went wrong?
We chatted like siblings before.
Now we left yesterday like strangers.
Thank you for treating me like a sister;
like one of your girl-friends; for
making me believe you're the best of all my friends.
End everything with me-- all your
using desires.
Treat everyone else for real.
You'd always be my big brother and
probably you would still be my friend.
But we just can't be for the best of each other.



"I don't know what went wrong, but i know everything happens for a reason."
"I'll let you be the princess of my heart. Not as the queen."


For the Deceived One

Oh my little sister,
you're always my little princess.
Your eyes are so innocent
and your smiles are the sweetest
with your kindness that really
touched my heart.
It made me thought,
"I have to end my friendship with you;
it might lead to something that should not be."
I have her, you love him.
And you only see me as your friend.
I'm sorry, but I don't want my little princess
to be the Queen of my heart.
I cannot tell you this, so
I'd rather forget our secret handshake
and buddy embraces.
I will no longer look into those eyes;
your smiles will remain the sweetest.
Please don't change.
Thank you for being my sister,
my little princess;
for making me one of the best of your friends.
I hope you won't get me wrong.
I just LOVE you...
But we just can't be for the best
of each other




photo source:http://th07.deviantart.net/fs38/300W/f/2008/316/1/9/1956b5a611575ed0d517b2d80d20c8f3.jpg

Friday, September 11, 2009

ipod and calla lily. 09.11.09


september 11, 2009

the day when our love was born. it marked the day when he first held my hand. remembering the day i swore i would love this guy more than a normal girl would do. because today is our 2nd Anniversary.

WEEEEEEEEE!

after my strenuous duty in DMC ER, i went straight to school to prepare for whatever i should give to Cawi. i went to (somewhere) to buy a flower. it's just a single stemmed flower. it's a calla lily. well, it's cute. i just wanted to give him something aside from giving him roses. and girls don't usually give flowers to boys. count me out cuz i love giving flowers, especially to Cawi.

after buying a flower, i went straight to Clarion office to finish the letter for him. there's nothing new about giving letters and i know that he knew what i'm about to say, but i still love writing letters to him. and i know he loves my letters, too.

we went to mall believing we're going to repair my unfortunately-broken mp3 player. but he never failed to surprise me. he got an ipod small talk (shuffle that talks) in his pocket. it's his gift for me. and this is what my thought said:

"kaulaw, a flower, a card, and other nonsense stuff. mao lang akong mahatag sa iya. then, siya, ipod?! justice please."
then, he said, "it's nothing."
it took me 20 mins. to sink in to my mind that he really gave it to me. then we went to mcdo to eat something. then we decided to go to Fagioli. great coffee and cakes.

i had a great time. i had a great day with the man i thought is the best. cuz he is.


i love you mine!!!


happy SECOND anniversary! with all my hearts, hugs and kisses...


~~doby






photo source: http://th07.deviantart.net/fs38/300W/i/2008/321/7/3/Calla_Lily_Gradient_Mesh_Study_by_Helen_Baq.jpg

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