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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

daily letter (day 1)

I found this list on a blog I've been following. I found it something worth blogging. That means, I'll be blogging for 30 days straight (I hope). oh for blogging's sake, i'll do this... 




Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

So today is my Day One.

Dear Best friend,

Right now, I can't think of any person who I can call best friend. But I remember two or three persons I used to have as my best friend. 


To my ex-bff, Eumir. We've been through rough times before and we never got to be more than friends when I was so into you. I know this is rubbish. But I know you pretend not to care about my feelings and continued being friends with me after a year of silent war with my gang. I loved you before, and I will still continue to love you as a friend. Right now, I can't imagine myself that I use to fall in love with my best friend. I'm happy now, and I'm happy that you're happy, too. I hope I can still tell you my secrets and keep it.


To my ex-bff turned ex-bf, Godwin. It was a mistake knowing you. But I didn't regret it. Despite of your asshole-ness, I fell for your charisma. And your cheating heart never changes till now. I used to hate you when you made me cry to sleep for nine months. But don't worry. I'm over you... SO OVER YOU. And you still made me laugh when you added me in your FaceBook and discussed how we could have mend our relationship before. Oh, STFU! Get on with your current cockroach girlfriend.


To my boyfriend, Cawi. We didn't have any friendship before we get into a relationship. But now, we've been through our ups and downs. We made our relationship stronger with the help of our mistakes, realizing how we can make it right. I shared you almost all of the rantings I can say. You're there to make me feel loved, feel safe, and feel free from grudges. There may be times that we have silly arguments and some serious problems.  But we make sure that everything will be okay after that. You may not be the best among my friends, but you are the one I could tell my true self comfortably. I LOVE YOU for that.


XOXO,
                                                                                                                                       
Doby 

1 comment:

Introvert said...

that letter to cawi was a first right? that was so sweet dobz! ♥

And you were right to tell that asshole of a boyfriend of yours to STFU. lolz. I learned this over at tumblr. hahaha :)

thanks to you, tumblr is like, my greatest outlet :)

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