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Thursday, July 1, 2010

daily letter (day 3)



Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

i wasn't able to write the 3rd day letter yesterday because i was out-of-town and i'm lamenting on the fact that my beau will be going home to their province today so i decided to write it now. So here it goes

Dear  Biological Parents,

I love you, because if it wasn't for your mistake, I wouldn't be here! And I love my life now.

To my Dad who left us for almost 22 years now (yes, almost 22 years because he left my mom while she's carrying me in her tummy. Or is it the other way around, I don't know), I've always, ALWAYS, wanted to see you in person. I want to see your face if we have something in common. I wanted to hug you. I wanted to ask you many questions. I wanted to know you. I wanted to experience how a Dad like your age makes their daughter happy. 
And to my Mom who worked her ass off just to send money for me. Even though you have another family and considered my to be part of it, thank you. Although, there are times that I've been pressuring you for some financial matters, I know you're trying your best to give me what you can. I can feel that there are times that you get tired of how I've been telling you to do this and that. I know that doesn't much of a good daughter, right. But mother dear, don't worry. I've been doing everything I could for you to call me I'm your daughter. And I'm trying not to waste your efforts that you have been worked on. I love you.

Dear Foster Parents,

I lived my life for 21 years minus one week with you. You have seen me grown. You taught me good things from bad. I know I have not been the perfect daughter you thought I would, but you see, I've done good even though it's not good enough. I'm sorry for being so stubborn and not following all what you want me to do. I just want to be happy as what you wanted me to be. I understand all your nagging. It were all for my benefit. All I need is your understanding and support for all the things I do and about to do. Utang ko sa inyo ang buhay ko. You gave me almost everything I need. The things that aren't things like love, care, and safety. Things that are things are bonuses. I love you more than life.

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