give this day a 'HELL YEAH!!!' who could've thought i actually ruined my beau's day... he is supposed to eat at picobello with his groupmates after a 3-strenuous-days of duty in the hospital. i was, yes, invited by his groupmate-- the one who will treat them (and me). my boo told me to go inside, and i went in. out of the blue, i justfind myself walking outside by the sight of his groupmates making orders. i don't know what' has gotten into me. he went after me and asked what's wrong.. nothing seemed right to come out of my mouth...
nahihiya ako sa kanila eh, tawagin mo nalang si nuevo(the treater^^,)sya dapat magyaya sa kin. kasi nakakahiya naman kung ikaw yung nagyayaya sakin tapos di naman ikaw yung nagbabayad, yung ibang tao pa..."i just realized nothing's wrong with me... maybe it's his fault. he just can't take the shame.. hmmm.. i was suddenly surprised when i saw him coming out from the resto with his back pack... we don't have to stay longer cuz i'm pretty tired with our conversation. and the look of his face is a cliche, i mean i know what he means "good,-you-just-ruined-my-day". as we walked along the road, he just made the most, probably the guiltiest (what's the difference?) girl ever walked the bonifacio street. with tears streaming down my cheeks, i tried to explain and tell him what he should have done... i bet he's stupid... but still i claimed it my fault. hurting myself is my ART... i just won the (look at the picture.. -.-)
whatever... i just accept pain... nothing can cure it except the one who caused.
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