ship-wreck

ANGST

He left me
Standing stiff and still,
Drenched under the rain
Disguising the tears
Rolling down my cheeks.
My eyes sored,
Red and flaming.
I bit my lip,
Regretting the kiss
He marked on it
Before he made me
Embraced goodbye.
I can do nothing now.
I can't even punch the air.
My fingers are still curled
Into a fist.
I can't move.
I stood here frozen.
Cold. Mad. Blinded.

REGRET

I walked away

After I kissed her.

No turning back

Just to see her cry

Under the rain.

I left her for nothing;

It's a wrong choice

To choose. So wrong.

I can't dare to change

my mind, really.

I am scared.

I'm not brave enough

To say I'm sorry.

I can't even puch the air

But my fingers are in a fist.

I walked on.

I can't look back.

I'm numb. Cold.

Lost and gone.